i'm confused so so confused and yet i don't know what to do
so many problems especially family problems, it's not my own family but it's cousin's family problem. since i'm staying with them.
and i've rethink that i might out from this city....
i was inspired by Kelly Clarkson song, 'BREAKAWAY',
' take a risk, take a change and BREAKAWAY'.
since this things happened, i'm definetely 99% confirmed and make my decision.
At first, i'm still in dilemma, whether i should move or not...but now, i know the answer.
gosh, it's so hard to live with family, jealousy aroused.
i don't know why so many ppl in the house get jealous to me, especially my cousin.
oh come one, you are 9 years older than me, and you already have your own family, husband and a lovely child.
you have cars, jewelleries more than me...but why you still get jealous of me?
i don't have all of that...
i know i'm plump and chubby but it's none of your business whether i can get bf or not.
don't always say that i have high standard, and none of the high standard guys would like to date me.
hey come on, our soulmate is given from GOD, even you said so but if GOD permits, you don't have a say....
one thing, jealousy won't get you anywhere....
there's beginning for jealousy but no end for jealousy
keep that in mind
and jealousy is not sexy as what 'The Killers' sing....
if in a relationship, it might be sexy, but it's not when there's something behind the jealousy.
It's a bad thing, and you don't want that.
Monday, December 11, 2006
Monday, November 20, 2006
Plan
plan plan plan....
so many plans ahead, it makes me confused, what should i do with my life..
i have this plan a, plan b, but i don't know which one should i follow first...confused!
it also depends on my family too, whether we should buy new house or me move to sgp...
arrrgghh!!! i'm so confused, sgp the competition is very fierce, i'm afraid i can't cope with that..but my others friends can do it, so do I.
i need to be more optimistic....yeah...have to..
let's see lah...what will happen next year...
i'm so confused now!
so all i can do now is just living each day...and see what will happen next year..
so many plans ahead, it makes me confused, what should i do with my life..
i have this plan a, plan b, but i don't know which one should i follow first...confused!
it also depends on my family too, whether we should buy new house or me move to sgp...
arrrgghh!!! i'm so confused, sgp the competition is very fierce, i'm afraid i can't cope with that..but my others friends can do it, so do I.
i need to be more optimistic....yeah...have to..
let's see lah...what will happen next year...
i'm so confused now!
so all i can do now is just living each day...and see what will happen next year..
Thursday, November 09, 2006
I h a t e . . .
I h a t e pretenders
I h a t e backstabbers
I h a t e two-faced ppl
I h a t e people who drive as they wish without thinking of others in car
I h a t e people who don't say what hide their feelings
I h a t e people who is selfish
I h a t e people who don't care abt others, always do what's best for them without thinking of others
Why i write this.....
it just happened to me, i thought she was in the same boat with me, it turned out not so in the same boat, another leg in my boat and another one in another boat.....she's just............
i'm so speechless
i thought she's my friend
i thought she's loyal
it turned out no.........
well, u just can't predict ppl by how they looks.....
i thought she's naive...but she's two-faced and doesn't have the courage to say if she doesn't like it, always hide her feelings so that ppl will like her....
but deep inside she hates them! don't you think she's two-faced?
i just so so so so hate her at the moment
I h a t e backstabbers
I h a t e two-faced ppl
I h a t e people who drive as they wish without thinking of others in car
I h a t e people who don't say what hide their feelings
I h a t e people who is selfish
I h a t e people who don't care abt others, always do what's best for them without thinking of others
Why i write this.....
it just happened to me, i thought she was in the same boat with me, it turned out not so in the same boat, another leg in my boat and another one in another boat.....she's just............
i'm so speechless
i thought she's my friend
i thought she's loyal
it turned out no.........
well, u just can't predict ppl by how they looks.....
i thought she's naive...but she's two-faced and doesn't have the courage to say if she doesn't like it, always hide her feelings so that ppl will like her....
but deep inside she hates them! don't you think she's two-faced?
i just so so so so hate her at the moment
Monday, November 06, 2006
This is what we call...EFFORT
aaahh....i woke up at 4:45, well, actually my grandma woke me up so that i can start to jog at 5:00.
I DID...can i give my self a pat on the back..or it's too early? hehe..
then i jog around....i do sweat hehe...that's what important, right?
so i can lose that excessive weight of mine...
my mom even threatened me that if i don't lose weight in 2 months time around 5 kg, my mom will asks me to go back to her, asks me not to work, only to focus on losing weight
oh my!!!!!!!!!!
if she already said this thing, she will for sure do it too if i don't lose weight
that's why i'm serious this time!!! gosh!
wish me luck!
I DID...can i give my self a pat on the back..or it's too early? hehe..
then i jog around....i do sweat hehe...that's what important, right?
so i can lose that excessive weight of mine...
my mom even threatened me that if i don't lose weight in 2 months time around 5 kg, my mom will asks me to go back to her, asks me not to work, only to focus on losing weight
oh my!!!!!!!!!!
if she already said this thing, she will for sure do it too if i don't lose weight
that's why i'm serious this time!!! gosh!
wish me luck!
Friday, November 03, 2006
Bloody Local Bank
i was so pissed with one of the biggest local bank, actually they are the biggest.
their service is sucks
i've received their key for internet banking, however the staff forgot to activate the key, and it turned out that the paper with the original pin code, GONE
i don't know why, then i called the staff today and she said that maybe i'm the one who forgot the pin and they already activate it,....what de heck..bloody.............*******
then i said, if you already activate it, then what's the point of me calling you ya? then she said oh ya correct
ok then next is to call the call center, hopefully they can help me and yes, they did help me, they said i need to go to the main bank and exchange the key
damn i can't go out since i'm working and the main bank is quite far from the office
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......bloody idiot
i hate that bank however, it's the biggest bank and we use the bank for transaction only, even their interest for saving is the lowest, but it's convenient for banking transaction
damn.i'm still pissed up to now
i don't know when i'm going to exchange the key, ..maybe later on...darn
their service is sucks
i've received their key for internet banking, however the staff forgot to activate the key, and it turned out that the paper with the original pin code, GONE
i don't know why, then i called the staff today and she said that maybe i'm the one who forgot the pin and they already activate it,....what de heck..bloody.............*******
then i said, if you already activate it, then what's the point of me calling you ya? then she said oh ya correct
ok then next is to call the call center, hopefully they can help me and yes, they did help me, they said i need to go to the main bank and exchange the key
damn i can't go out since i'm working and the main bank is quite far from the office
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......bloody idiot
i hate that bank however, it's the biggest bank and we use the bank for transaction only, even their interest for saving is the lowest, but it's convenient for banking transaction
damn.i'm still pissed up to now
i don't know when i'm going to exchange the key, ..maybe later on...darn
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Lose Weight
I need to lose weight!
That's for sure, when i went to my chinese course on monday, damn, the lecturer said that i'm too fat and i need to lose weight!
Ah bloody hell, blame it to TW!I've gain 3kg since and I just lost 1kg only and it's hard to lose weight you know!
it needs determination, which i don't really have sigh..
so i went to exercise yesterday with my best friend, then she said...i have no strength when doing exercise
i need to push my self harder for this time!
sigh...i want to lose weight!!!!!! that's my goal now
and my friends said that when we want to achieve a goal, we need to write it down in order for us to remember and so determined to achieve that goal!
wish me luck everyone!
since the ied celebration is coming and my auntie is coming as well as my grandma then i need to lose weight!
and it's for new year too..so that i'll look nice hehe...
DETERMINATION is the key!
That's for sure, when i went to my chinese course on monday, damn, the lecturer said that i'm too fat and i need to lose weight!
Ah bloody hell, blame it to TW!I've gain 3kg since and I just lost 1kg only and it's hard to lose weight you know!
it needs determination, which i don't really have sigh..
so i went to exercise yesterday with my best friend, then she said...i have no strength when doing exercise
i need to push my self harder for this time!
sigh...i want to lose weight!!!!!! that's my goal now
and my friends said that when we want to achieve a goal, we need to write it down in order for us to remember and so determined to achieve that goal!
wish me luck everyone!
since the ied celebration is coming and my auntie is coming as well as my grandma then i need to lose weight!
and it's for new year too..so that i'll look nice hehe...
DETERMINATION is the key!
Monday, October 02, 2006
Immature
immature...
a lot of ppl said that i'm immature or childish even my own family....well, i know i'm childish and sometimes not grow up yet....but i'm trying to change now...to a better me, i don't want to change for others but for MYSELF.
Mel said i need to control my emotion and reduce my grumble....ya, i like to grumble for everything even it's minor.
i know that sometimes ppl hate it and get annoyed, but now i have to be able to control my emotions and not be bothered over small stuff...i think i have to finish reading my book 'don't sweat over small stuff' in order for me to fully understand what's the meaning.
i'll update my blog again once i fully understood abt it :P
just like what happened in office, that girl is yelling, well, not actually yelling but she talked with quite high voice, when i asked her what's the b/l number b/c the it dept. need it to change it, then she said wait b/c her computer is shutting down but the b/l number is on the printing paper, no need to look in computer then i asked her again and she said...nah, take it...and almost throwing the documents...
the usual me, i will yell at her again and said hey i'm asking you nicely but the NOW me, i'm just slowly take the documents and change it to it dept.
can i give myself a pat on the back?
bravo~
a lot of ppl said that i'm immature or childish even my own family....well, i know i'm childish and sometimes not grow up yet....but i'm trying to change now...to a better me, i don't want to change for others but for MYSELF.
Mel said i need to control my emotion and reduce my grumble....ya, i like to grumble for everything even it's minor.
i know that sometimes ppl hate it and get annoyed, but now i have to be able to control my emotions and not be bothered over small stuff...i think i have to finish reading my book 'don't sweat over small stuff' in order for me to fully understand what's the meaning.
i'll update my blog again once i fully understood abt it :P
just like what happened in office, that girl is yelling, well, not actually yelling but she talked with quite high voice, when i asked her what's the b/l number b/c the it dept. need it to change it, then she said wait b/c her computer is shutting down but the b/l number is on the printing paper, no need to look in computer then i asked her again and she said...nah, take it...and almost throwing the documents...
the usual me, i will yell at her again and said hey i'm asking you nicely but the NOW me, i'm just slowly take the documents and change it to it dept.
can i give myself a pat on the back?
bravo~
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
How do I feel?
feelings...anyone can define that?
none of us can't..it's from your heart and only you can feel it...
numb...i feel so numb sometimes and then suddenly change to mixed feelings.
it's been a month since i return to my lovely hometown, however, i feel like it's only yesterday that i'm still in tw.
i'm sooooooooooooooooooooooo love tw, i don't know why but maybe 2 weeks without worrying over your job and just relax, make new friends and enjoy everything. i just love that feelings, care free hehehhe...
2 wks in tw makes me realize that my mandarin is below average hhahahhaa....but i enjoy the company, enjoy the friends and all that laugh that we share...and hopefully still keep in touch with all of them.
that's the good thing, i went to clubbin' things that i've never done in my own hometown, and i'm having the time of my life, enjoying every minute but i'm not drunk, i'm still sober~ yes, been drunk and not gonna be in that position again...especially with all friends that i just get to know hehehe..sometimes you just can't trust ppl so easily you need to be alert all the time
the bad thing is that i shop too much..i'm totally broke now and i still owe my parents for all the money that i've spent on bags, clothes and wallets hahhaha..but i'm satisfied even one of my friends said that you can't change the bag into money, once you bought it, you can't trade it with money, well, you can but only with lower price.
but the fendi bag that i bought is classic one even my mom can use it, so we can share it :P (guess, this is one of the reasons to comfort my self) hahhaha...
i really miss everyone in tw, well, i have 2 crushes lah hehehee..but things are really not possible. it's long distance relationship and i don't believe in LD even though some ppl really believe in LD.well, i'm not!
so better keep as it is and friends and keep in touch...then i need to find my soulmate somewhere in my hometown.....
i don't think my title is connected with what i wrote ya...i just simply write down what's in my thought and don't really care abt the title..this is what i feel right now....
none of us can't..it's from your heart and only you can feel it...
numb...i feel so numb sometimes and then suddenly change to mixed feelings.
it's been a month since i return to my lovely hometown, however, i feel like it's only yesterday that i'm still in tw.
i'm sooooooooooooooooooooooo love tw, i don't know why but maybe 2 weeks without worrying over your job and just relax, make new friends and enjoy everything. i just love that feelings, care free hehehhe...
2 wks in tw makes me realize that my mandarin is below average hhahahhaa....but i enjoy the company, enjoy the friends and all that laugh that we share...and hopefully still keep in touch with all of them.
that's the good thing, i went to clubbin' things that i've never done in my own hometown, and i'm having the time of my life, enjoying every minute but i'm not drunk, i'm still sober~ yes, been drunk and not gonna be in that position again...especially with all friends that i just get to know hehehe..sometimes you just can't trust ppl so easily you need to be alert all the time
the bad thing is that i shop too much..i'm totally broke now and i still owe my parents for all the money that i've spent on bags, clothes and wallets hahhaha..but i'm satisfied even one of my friends said that you can't change the bag into money, once you bought it, you can't trade it with money, well, you can but only with lower price.
but the fendi bag that i bought is classic one even my mom can use it, so we can share it :P (guess, this is one of the reasons to comfort my self) hahhaha...
i really miss everyone in tw, well, i have 2 crushes lah hehehee..but things are really not possible. it's long distance relationship and i don't believe in LD even though some ppl really believe in LD.well, i'm not!
so better keep as it is and friends and keep in touch...then i need to find my soulmate somewhere in my hometown.....
i don't think my title is connected with what i wrote ya...i just simply write down what's in my thought and don't really care abt the title..this is what i feel right now....
Monday, July 17, 2006
Feelings
it's been so long since I wrote this blog.hmm..i don't know how to express my feelings anymore. But it's been not so happy days for me, the server is down, i can't do anything....sigh!! all my emails only can be read tomorrow and it's gonna be bloody busy like hell!...damn!!!
i didn't go anywhere during weekend, i'm just so lazy to go out hehehhee...just wanna relax at home and i'm so damn broke!! shop too much...sigh...need to cut down my expenses but next week is gonna be whole different..haihaiiha plan to watch pirates, and shop shop shop for jackets! i'm gonna need it hehehehhe....sigh..WOMAN!!! we can't get enough of clothes, bags and shoes!! i just bought macdeasy bag...they said it's very famous in HK and Japan, well, hopefully i'm going to be a trendsetter? haihiahiah.....i fell in love with the bag the 1st time i saw it...sigh....SHOP SHOP SHOP!!
Need to cut down on my urget for shopping otherwise i'm gonna be so damn broke!hehehhe...
I hate ppl who are fake
I hate pretenders
I hate backstabbers esp. if you are in the same circle of friends either work or play
I hate being where I'm now...they are all pretenders!
i didn't go anywhere during weekend, i'm just so lazy to go out hehehhee...just wanna relax at home and i'm so damn broke!! shop too much...sigh...need to cut down my expenses but next week is gonna be whole different..haihaiiha plan to watch pirates, and shop shop shop for jackets! i'm gonna need it hehehehhe....sigh..WOMAN!!! we can't get enough of clothes, bags and shoes!! i just bought macdeasy bag...they said it's very famous in HK and Japan, well, hopefully i'm going to be a trendsetter? haihiahiah.....i fell in love with the bag the 1st time i saw it...sigh....SHOP SHOP SHOP!!
Need to cut down on my urget for shopping otherwise i'm gonna be so damn broke!hehehhe...
I hate ppl who are fake
I hate pretenders
I hate backstabbers esp. if you are in the same circle of friends either work or play
I hate being where I'm now...they are all pretenders!
Thursday, April 20, 2006
Mixed Feelings
it's been so long and i'm kinda lazy to write in my own blog :P
well, where should i start..today is kinda mixed feeling..been not in good mood this week. so many things happened, family problem and everything else.
the thing that i've planned for like ages suddenly it just dissapear....i feel that i'm at the lowest point of my life...now i need to get back on my feet ...
sometimes i feel i'm being to selfish, but at this point, i am not..i've been waiting for almost 2 years now and when the time is come for me, there's always problem..and no it's family problem...not my own family but just your family....sigh...it's so hard..
i'm living need to see other people's face and feeling since i'm staying in their house...
sigh..no freedom, no privacy and everything....
just wait for my own house...
well, where should i start..today is kinda mixed feeling..been not in good mood this week. so many things happened, family problem and everything else.
the thing that i've planned for like ages suddenly it just dissapear....i feel that i'm at the lowest point of my life...now i need to get back on my feet ...
sometimes i feel i'm being to selfish, but at this point, i am not..i've been waiting for almost 2 years now and when the time is come for me, there's always problem..and no it's family problem...not my own family but just your family....sigh...it's so hard..
i'm living need to see other people's face and feeling since i'm staying in their house...
sigh..no freedom, no privacy and everything....
just wait for my own house...
Friday, March 10, 2006
To buy or not to buy
i'm in dilemma...to buy or not to buy...well, i've been longing for digital camera for so long...however there's always something that make me hesitate to buy coz in my opinion there'll always newer cameras coming out and mine will be outdated. However, i'm going to KL for a trip with my uni friends..and we're gonna have lots of fun! but i'm a bit hesitate to buy new camera well coz the camera that i want is not in indonesia yet...alamak...that's sucks! i want that camera though...then how? tak kan i'm going to KL without bringing camera, right? sigh...then how..i don't know when can i get another chance to go on trip with my uni friends since we are not living in the same city yah...sigh..what can i do? help help...
and now i'm bloody spleepy as no email from suppliers and we have finished all arrangements sigh...just waiting for my boss to come back from taipei then i guess i'm gonna have lots of works to do.........i'm just so tired looking at the monitor from morning and browsing..well, not every hour but still i spend mostly browsing hahaha...
and now i'm bloody spleepy as no email from suppliers and we have finished all arrangements sigh...just waiting for my boss to come back from taipei then i guess i'm gonna have lots of works to do.........i'm just so tired looking at the monitor from morning and browsing..well, not every hour but still i spend mostly browsing hahaha...
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
Family
Family..everyone knows we love our family, well, i do love my family but sometimes their behaviour always annoys us..but we always have to accept that because we are family...that's what family are for.
However even though we are family we can't always get along, for example in my fam..i don't know why but they always envy each other...hey you can't envy me...each person has their own path..and if it's my path to be like that you can't blame me right...sigh..i'm just so so tired with all this feud...and now i'm not staying with my own parents, therefore, i need to 'swallow' everything bymyself..if it's good, i will share it with my parents but if it's not good, then just swallow it and live it like there..'anjing menggongong kafilah berlalu' i don't really give a damn abt them...it's not that i'm being egoistic or what..but they just can't compromise...just leave my business alone...don't interfere with mine! i hate to say this but i think i have too...don't sweat over small stuff, it's my own room so what to put in my room it's none of your business even i have tons of clothes....aih...i'm so bloody speechless now....it just hurt me so much! but we are family and we will always be family....
However even though we are family we can't always get along, for example in my fam..i don't know why but they always envy each other...hey you can't envy me...each person has their own path..and if it's my path to be like that you can't blame me right...sigh..i'm just so so tired with all this feud...and now i'm not staying with my own parents, therefore, i need to 'swallow' everything bymyself..if it's good, i will share it with my parents but if it's not good, then just swallow it and live it like there..'anjing menggongong kafilah berlalu' i don't really give a damn abt them...it's not that i'm being egoistic or what..but they just can't compromise...just leave my business alone...don't interfere with mine! i hate to say this but i think i have too...don't sweat over small stuff, it's my own room so what to put in my room it's none of your business even i have tons of clothes....aih...i'm so bloody speechless now....it just hurt me so much! but we are family and we will always be family....
Saturday, February 25, 2006
Bloody supplier
i'm so bloody angry with that so bloody supplier...she's just being so unreasonable......the shipment should be on 23rd and now she told me that she can't load all the goods since their supplier can't catch the shipment date and it will be delayed a week until next shipment. Meanwhile, that particular order is urgent and important and we can't take anymore delay...and my boss also not very happy with the delay...and what irritates me is that she told me 2 days after shipment date, she should know before shipment date since they need 2 days to load all the goods and the factory should have informed her since they are the one who is delivering the goods to her...ah damn it!! i'm so bloody bloody pissed and i wrote long email to supplier cc to my boss complaining too!!! damn it!!! she just ruined my weekend....but it just a work and i shouldn't take it personally.....just deal with it coz some ppl just so hard to cooperate with....
Friday, February 24, 2006
Serendipity
i really like the word 'SERENDIPITY', i think it's like a good coincidence..well, i think i have my own personal experience for serendipity, but it's not totally serendipity, at first we thought just let it be like serendipity no need to arrange anything, however, it turned out NOT, well, although it just sudden invitation but it was all arranged lah...but i'm not gonna put too much hope on this..just let it flow naturally and if it's meant to be then it will be...well, at least i've tried...hopefully my story will end happy like the movie itself...
gosh,...i was so bloody sleepy and my colleague is playing mellow songs ..it even makes me want to sleep..i only slept for 5 hours watching too many vcd's for korean movies and american idol hihihi...well, what can i say? i'm a tv freak....
gosh,...i was so bloody sleepy and my colleague is playing mellow songs ..it even makes me want to sleep..i only slept for 5 hours watching too many vcd's for korean movies and american idol hihihi...well, what can i say? i'm a tv freak....
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
Single or Double
It's either single or double...that's my thought....
For me, at the mo, it's single..while most of my friends are double..it's not that i choose to be single but it just my status currently is single..
my reason to choose to be double is because i need someone that i can share my life with..i mean you definetely need someone that you can talk to almost everyday and share everything, well, you can always talk to your best friend but it will be different if you talk with your other half..it's in different context..that's what i thought yah...
maybe the time for me is not right yet..that's ok..i can keep waiting and keep trying also keep praying..
For me, at the mo, it's single..while most of my friends are double..it's not that i choose to be single but it just my status currently is single..
my reason to choose to be double is because i need someone that i can share my life with..i mean you definetely need someone that you can talk to almost everyday and share everything, well, you can always talk to your best friend but it will be different if you talk with your other half..it's in different context..that's what i thought yah...
maybe the time for me is not right yet..that's ok..i can keep waiting and keep trying also keep praying..
Friday, February 10, 2006
I hate GOOD BYE
my parents went back yesterday, it was kinda sad...so sad..coz it's just only 2 of them there..and my mom said 'ni kan wo' and 'wo kan ni'...it was so sad...my mom burst to tears when she waved goodbye to my auntie (her sister) and to my grandms (her mom)...it's always like that... and i always hate it...i like it when all of our family get together but i just hate it when we have to separate...but that's life as it is...so when i said goodbye to my parents, my dad reminded me, don't cry yah...we'll meet again on april...so i just hold my tears and try not to burst even a tear in front of my parents but when they are walking and i can't see them...the tears just keep falling....i can't help it..i'm a sucker at this..
and now at home, it feels kinda of empty..it's so obvious everytime i went home from work, my parents are not there...well, i've been doing this for like 24 years not living with my parents so it's not the time i have to nag and brag abt it, right? i just have to go through and live it..but it's also not fair since all my friends still living with their parents and i would like to do that too..but i just don't know when i can do that..our house is still being rent until end of this year and if we want to live there definetely need some renovation so i guess it's gonna be year 07 or latest 08...sigh...it's so long...well, have to get over it...
ooh..i'm bloody sleepy now..and it's really bloody supplier..we always have arguments and she always argue on what i told her, she just didn't get it sometimes! it really irsk me!!! i hate that bloody supplier!!!!! it's bloody annoying! i'm so so speechless with this girl...we always argue and she just never agree with me and i also never agree with her coz sometimes she just don't make any sense!! not only me who said that but also my colleagues who also deal with her! bloody annoying!! sigh.......................i don't want to write abt her anymore!
and now at home, it feels kinda of empty..it's so obvious everytime i went home from work, my parents are not there...well, i've been doing this for like 24 years not living with my parents so it's not the time i have to nag and brag abt it, right? i just have to go through and live it..but it's also not fair since all my friends still living with their parents and i would like to do that too..but i just don't know when i can do that..our house is still being rent until end of this year and if we want to live there definetely need some renovation so i guess it's gonna be year 07 or latest 08...sigh...it's so long...well, have to get over it...
ooh..i'm bloody sleepy now..and it's really bloody supplier..we always have arguments and she always argue on what i told her, she just didn't get it sometimes! it really irsk me!!! i hate that bloody supplier!!!!! it's bloody annoying! i'm so so speechless with this girl...we always argue and she just never agree with me and i also never agree with her coz sometimes she just don't make any sense!! not only me who said that but also my colleagues who also deal with her! bloody annoying!! sigh.......................i don't want to write abt her anymore!
Monday, February 06, 2006
Good Laugh
yes, as per my title, i really had a blast last time and enjoy really good laugh with all my friends. yesterday was our last gathering since 1 of our friends is going to jkt to work..so it's kinda farewell gathering hehehe..yes, it's kinda sad to separate however, kan everyone has their own path and it's them who pursue their own dreams right...yup, i just pray all the best for her...
there were 6 of us, one my friend's bf, he's totally a joker...we all had good laugh and i couldn't stop laughing until i went home too, i still remember what he told us ...totally and when we around him, even his own gf is feel a bit embarassed coz he always do silly things in the public..oh my goodness!but it was fun! i haven't had good laugh since last nite hehehehehe...as i'm writing this i'm still smirking abt it and remember abt yesterday..totally!!!
so we made an agreement, is any of us is getting married first, the rest who haven't got married have to perform on the stage, singing, live performance dedicated to the bride woaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh...it's gonna be damn funny...well, this is actually not our first agreement, we had our 1st agreement back in high school time, any one of who is getting married 1st has to treat all of us dinner in paris with full accomodation...however, now we changed the agreement, anyone who is getting married the last one need to treat all of us....so now we are racing to the married coz none of us wants to treat to paris woahahhahaha...well, it's easy to say but i have no partner hehehe..anyway, let it natural and go with the flow aja deh...
i went to the church yesterday, it's been so long well, if i'm not mistaken, it's been a year la...and it feels kinda awkward...but i just have to deal with it...honestly, i don't know whether i really belong to that place or not but i do listen to the priest and i do understand what he's trying to say...and i've been thinking abt it too...it really do makes sense...well, hopefully, as time goes by i'll decide on my faith...
oh and abt the matchmaker thingy, we went there yesterday and wanted to dine at the resto where he works and we take a peep and can't see him (my friend said he's inside) so we cancel and go somewhere else to have dinner, so i guess me and him belom ada jodohnya..well, who knows...only time can tell and time can't lie abt it too...
there were 6 of us, one my friend's bf, he's totally a joker...we all had good laugh and i couldn't stop laughing until i went home too, i still remember what he told us ...totally and when we around him, even his own gf is feel a bit embarassed coz he always do silly things in the public..oh my goodness!but it was fun! i haven't had good laugh since last nite hehehehehe...as i'm writing this i'm still smirking abt it and remember abt yesterday..totally!!!
so we made an agreement, is any of us is getting married first, the rest who haven't got married have to perform on the stage, singing, live performance dedicated to the bride woaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh...it's gonna be damn funny...well, this is actually not our first agreement, we had our 1st agreement back in high school time, any one of who is getting married 1st has to treat all of us dinner in paris with full accomodation...however, now we changed the agreement, anyone who is getting married the last one need to treat all of us....so now we are racing to the married coz none of us wants to treat to paris woahahhahaha...well, it's easy to say but i have no partner hehehe..anyway, let it natural and go with the flow aja deh...
i went to the church yesterday, it's been so long well, if i'm not mistaken, it's been a year la...and it feels kinda awkward...but i just have to deal with it...honestly, i don't know whether i really belong to that place or not but i do listen to the priest and i do understand what he's trying to say...and i've been thinking abt it too...it really do makes sense...well, hopefully, as time goes by i'll decide on my faith...
oh and abt the matchmaker thingy, we went there yesterday and wanted to dine at the resto where he works and we take a peep and can't see him (my friend said he's inside) so we cancel and go somewhere else to have dinner, so i guess me and him belom ada jodohnya..well, who knows...only time can tell and time can't lie abt it too...
Saturday, February 04, 2006
My stupid mistake
well, i've written long blog at the office in the afternoon however, it turned that my office had a blackout and i didn't save anything and i don't know how to use this recover post...so i think i'm gonna need to retype it again..but i don't think it's gonna be the same..i'm so typing this with full speed as it's already 11:30 pm man! it's bloody late for me weoahahha...but i still haven't feel sleepy yet...
ok, let's start...so it was my silly mistake this morning..i totally forgot to bring the documents that my cousin asked me to bring to office as there were a bit chaos this morning in the car..and when i went down, i totally forgot the documents but i did remember to bring my lunch woahhahaa..well, i've been scolded by so many ppl as i already forgot to bring it yesterday and i did it again today..yes my silly mistake, i just don't get it how come i forgot abt it..and the funny thing is i don't even want to admit that it's my fault...when i confronted by my auntie, yes, so this is ur fault, right? and i was like errr..ok, i admit that it's my fault dgn berat hati man! as i have to honestly said that i've never admit that i've mistake...well, gengsiku tinggi sekali and ga mo ngalah that's why i never admit that i've made mistake..but today i learn that it's good to learn from your mistake and admit that it's ur mistake..anyway, i'll go on with this and live with it...
when i reached home back from ptc/spi, i received a married invitation from my friend...ok and then here we go again..wah..all ur friends are getting married one by one ya...then how abt u? where's ur bf?? ok ...i don't know and i haven't found one yet....ok as i'm writing this i have another issue to write..
let me tell u one thing, all my girlfriends in the group, they all not single anymore, i'm the only girl in the group that's still single and they all worried abt me coz i seem not taking this whole single issue too hard, well, i did enjoy my life at the moment, yes, i have to admit that it will be nice if i can have bf but what if i can't find one at the moment? do i hv to push for it? naaah..don't think so la..well, kalo jodoh tidak akan lari ke mana dah, well then my friend has the other argument, yes, if u don't try or at least make an effort for it, jodoh itu ya akan lari...well, i do make an effort to court the guy that i like and i feel that i've done it to the max (fyi, i'm so passive girl) but then he also no responds so..i guess i shouldn't push it too far, right? i mean if he's interested then he will contact me if he's not then just forget him and get over him at the soonest and find another one..that's just as easy and simple...
ok so my friends want to play matchmaker for me and the funny thing is they don't tell the guy first but they let me to see the guy first only then if i'm interested then they will do the introduction for me..as they know that i'm cerewet woahahhhhhhhhhhhhh.........and most of my friends said that i'm too picky well, i'm not picky ya it just that i haven't met the right one that i feel i connect with or at least i have the chemistry with..well, i did met one last year however it turned out badly this year and i think i've made an effort and i think i've given him clear signals, however, i don't know if he thinks i'm giving him mixed signals...but too bad, i have to get over him as our lifestyle is so different and it's not gonna work out...so yesterday.....
well, i think i've write enough for today, i'm waiting to upload my pics on fs...but it's bloody long and i don't know why maybe the file is too big yeaah..hehehe...
ok, let's start...so it was my silly mistake this morning..i totally forgot to bring the documents that my cousin asked me to bring to office as there were a bit chaos this morning in the car..and when i went down, i totally forgot the documents but i did remember to bring my lunch woahhahaa..well, i've been scolded by so many ppl as i already forgot to bring it yesterday and i did it again today..yes my silly mistake, i just don't get it how come i forgot abt it..and the funny thing is i don't even want to admit that it's my fault...when i confronted by my auntie, yes, so this is ur fault, right? and i was like errr..ok, i admit that it's my fault dgn berat hati man! as i have to honestly said that i've never admit that i've mistake...well, gengsiku tinggi sekali and ga mo ngalah that's why i never admit that i've made mistake..but today i learn that it's good to learn from your mistake and admit that it's ur mistake..anyway, i'll go on with this and live with it...
when i reached home back from ptc/spi, i received a married invitation from my friend...ok and then here we go again..wah..all ur friends are getting married one by one ya...then how abt u? where's ur bf?? ok ...i don't know and i haven't found one yet....ok as i'm writing this i have another issue to write..
let me tell u one thing, all my girlfriends in the group, they all not single anymore, i'm the only girl in the group that's still single and they all worried abt me coz i seem not taking this whole single issue too hard, well, i did enjoy my life at the moment, yes, i have to admit that it will be nice if i can have bf but what if i can't find one at the moment? do i hv to push for it? naaah..don't think so la..well, kalo jodoh tidak akan lari ke mana dah, well then my friend has the other argument, yes, if u don't try or at least make an effort for it, jodoh itu ya akan lari...well, i do make an effort to court the guy that i like and i feel that i've done it to the max (fyi, i'm so passive girl) but then he also no responds so..i guess i shouldn't push it too far, right? i mean if he's interested then he will contact me if he's not then just forget him and get over him at the soonest and find another one..that's just as easy and simple...
ok so my friends want to play matchmaker for me and the funny thing is they don't tell the guy first but they let me to see the guy first only then if i'm interested then they will do the introduction for me..as they know that i'm cerewet woahahhhhhhhhhhhhh.........and most of my friends said that i'm too picky well, i'm not picky ya it just that i haven't met the right one that i feel i connect with or at least i have the chemistry with..well, i did met one last year however it turned out badly this year and i think i've made an effort and i think i've given him clear signals, however, i don't know if he thinks i'm giving him mixed signals...but too bad, i have to get over him as our lifestyle is so different and it's not gonna work out...so yesterday.....
well, i think i've write enough for today, i'm waiting to upload my pics on fs...but it's bloody long and i don't know why maybe the file is too big yeaah..hehehe...
Friday, February 03, 2006
1st inspiration
i don't know where to start.......but it's gonna be my 1st blog online that everyone i don't even know them can read my blog...'n i'm still learning abt this blog too..
and it feels like back to the days when i was still young, well, i still can considered young la..woahhaha...yes, i'm confused for choosing my blog's display name..it's like dejavu, it seems like the 1st time i chose name for email hihihi...well, finally i or to sum up 'we' (me,boya,mak, and oliv) come up with this y-u-z woahhahaha....
well, to start my day, i already made mistake.....i totally forgot to bring the documents that my cousin asked me to bring to office!darn!my mistake!and thank GOD that i still can bring it tomorrow...but just i have to make sure i'm not gonna left it behind again...
2nd, to ruin my day too, head of production called me for this bloody frame number thing!the question he asked was even wrong! as we have made mistake before for this frame number thing, pls pls we hv to make sure that the same mistake won't be repeated again, am i right? but u just can't call me and asked me bla bla bla...........so STOP! Listen to my explanation first before u start complaining.......i'm not trying to make u confused here, but i just want to make things clear!i don't wanna get blame for giving u wrong information and wrong frame number just because we don't really get each other what we want. There, when we met 'n gather other ppl up..it turned out that the question u asked was wrong!!!!!! and i was abt to give u wrong answer too!!!!!! so pls pls for next time, pls just listen to other ppl has to say before even you make decision. Anyway, just to remind me my new year resolution top priority is PATIENCE PATIENCE PATIENCE is the key for everything! otherwise i'm gonna blow my new year resolution.....
and it feels like back to the days when i was still young, well, i still can considered young la..woahhaha...yes, i'm confused for choosing my blog's display name..it's like dejavu, it seems like the 1st time i chose name for email hihihi...well, finally i or to sum up 'we' (me,boya,mak, and oliv) come up with this y-u-z woahhahaha....
well, to start my day, i already made mistake.....i totally forgot to bring the documents that my cousin asked me to bring to office!darn!my mistake!and thank GOD that i still can bring it tomorrow...but just i have to make sure i'm not gonna left it behind again...
2nd, to ruin my day too, head of production called me for this bloody frame number thing!the question he asked was even wrong! as we have made mistake before for this frame number thing, pls pls we hv to make sure that the same mistake won't be repeated again, am i right? but u just can't call me and asked me bla bla bla...........so STOP! Listen to my explanation first before u start complaining.......i'm not trying to make u confused here, but i just want to make things clear!i don't wanna get blame for giving u wrong information and wrong frame number just because we don't really get each other what we want. There, when we met 'n gather other ppl up..it turned out that the question u asked was wrong!!!!!! and i was abt to give u wrong answer too!!!!!! so pls pls for next time, pls just listen to other ppl has to say before even you make decision. Anyway, just to remind me my new year resolution top priority is PATIENCE PATIENCE PATIENCE is the key for everything! otherwise i'm gonna blow my new year resolution.....
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