Are you happy?

Are you happy?
That's the question, i don't know why my feeling has been ups and downs lately
i fear of everything
afraid of changes, i know i need to take risk in order to achieve something better in my life.
and that changes gonna take place around next month, however, after few my best friends said that i'm better off like now, i feel that...
am i ready for that changes?
however, all the i know is that no matter what, I need to be ready for that changes
tangkil said changes is exciting
and hopefully it is so.....
and if i really couldn't handle the changes, i will try my best to survive!
i'm so so determined..
if others can do it, so do I
aza aza fighting!