Friday, March 10, 2006

To buy or not to buy

i'm in dilemma...to buy or not to buy...well, i've been longing for digital camera for so long...however there's always something that make me hesitate to buy coz in my opinion there'll always newer cameras coming out and mine will be outdated. However, i'm going to KL for a trip with my uni friends..and we're gonna have lots of fun! but i'm a bit hesitate to buy new camera well coz the camera that i want is not in indonesia yet...alamak...that's sucks! i want that camera though...then how? tak kan i'm going to KL without bringing camera, right? sigh...then how..i don't know when can i get another chance to go on trip with my uni friends since we are not living in the same city yah...sigh..what can i do? help help...

and now i'm bloody spleepy as no email from suppliers and we have finished all arrangements sigh...just waiting for my boss to come back from taipei then i guess i'm gonna have lots of works to do.........i'm just so tired looking at the monitor from morning and browsing..well, not every hour but still i spend mostly browsing hahaha...

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Family

Family..everyone knows we love our family, well, i do love my family but sometimes their behaviour always annoys us..but we always have to accept that because we are family...that's what family are for.

However even though we are family we can't always get along, for example in my fam..i don't know why but they always envy each other...hey you can't envy me...each person has their own path..and if it's my path to be like that you can't blame me right...sigh..i'm just so so tired with all this feud...and now i'm not staying with my own parents, therefore, i need to 'swallow' everything bymyself..if it's good, i will share it with my parents but if it's not good, then just swallow it and live it like there..'anjing menggongong kafilah berlalu' i don't really give a damn abt them...it's not that i'm being egoistic or what..but they just can't compromise...just leave my business alone...don't interfere with mine! i hate to say this but i think i have too...don't sweat over small stuff, it's my own room so what to put in my room it's none of your business even i have tons of clothes....aih...i'm so bloody speechless now....it just hurt me so much! but we are family and we will always be family....