Are you happy?

Are you happy?
That's the question, i don't know why my feeling has been ups and downs lately
i fear of everything
afraid of changes, i know i need to take risk in order to achieve something better in my life.
and that changes gonna take place around next month, however, after few my best friends said that i'm better off like now, i feel that...
am i ready for that changes?
however, all the i know is that no matter what, I need to be ready for that changes
tangkil said changes is exciting
and hopefully it is so.....
and if i really couldn't handle the changes, i will try my best to survive!
i'm so so determined..
if others can do it, so do I
aza aza fighting!

Bored!

I'm so so so bored, i don't know why.
all my jobs are done and i've got nothing urgent to do...
i was like browsing fs the whole day and writing my blog

sigh i don't know why suddenly, i miss tw yesterday night
i was like hmmm...i really miss those moment, especially when we were in ds. the most unforgetable moment in my life....not first time to a lounge, however, 1st time in other things...falling in luv for example ya
i can't do that in my home country, i need to watch my attitude
i feel that it's so free and yet controlable!
i mean, i can control of myself and take care of myself
i really want to go back to tw
and i miss one particular person.....i really really miss him
i don't know why
he just crossed my mind, too bad we're continents apart and i think it's not gonna work out between us....but i still miss him

now i'm so sleepy even during working hours...
can't help it..............