Bloody supplier

i'm so bloody angry with that so bloody supplier...she's just being so unreasonable......the shipment should be on 23rd and now she told me that she can't load all the goods since their supplier can't catch the shipment date and it will be delayed a week until next shipment. Meanwhile, that particular order is urgent and important and we can't take anymore delay...and my boss also not very happy with the delay...and what irritates me is that she told me 2 days after shipment date, she should know before shipment date since they need 2 days to load all the goods and the factory should have informed her since they are the one who is delivering the goods to her...ah damn it!! i'm so bloody bloody pissed and i wrote long email to supplier cc to my boss complaining too!!! damn it!!! she just ruined my weekend....but it just a work and i shouldn't take it personally.....just deal with it coz some ppl just so hard to cooperate with....

Serendipity

i really like the word 'SERENDIPITY', i think it's like a good coincidence..well, i think i have my own personal experience for serendipity, but it's not totally serendipity, at first we thought just let it be like serendipity no need to arrange anything, however, it turned out NOT, well, although it just sudden invitation but it was all arranged lah...but i'm not gonna put too much hope on this..just let it flow naturally and if it's meant to be then it will be...well, at least i've tried...hopefully my story will end happy like the movie itself...

gosh,...i was so bloody sleepy and my colleague is playing mellow songs ..it even makes me want to sleep..i only slept for 5 hours watching too many vcd's for korean movies and american idol hihihi...well, what can i say? i'm a tv freak....

Single or Double

It's either single or double...that's my thought....

For me, at the mo, it's single..while most of my friends are double..it's not that i choose to be single but it just my status currently is single..

my reason to choose to be double is because i need someone that i can share my life with..i mean you definetely need someone that you can talk to almost everyday and share everything, well, you can always talk to your best friend but it will be different if you talk with your other half..it's in different context..that's what i thought yah...

maybe the time for me is not right yet..that's ok..i can keep waiting and keep trying also keep praying..

I hate GOOD BYE

my parents went back yesterday, it was kinda sad...so sad..coz it's just only 2 of them there..and my mom said 'ni kan wo' and 'wo kan ni'...it was so sad...my mom burst to tears when she waved goodbye to my auntie (her sister) and to my grandms (her mom)...it's always like that... and i always hate it...i like it when all of our family get together but i just hate it when we have to separate...but that's life as it is...so when i said goodbye to my parents, my dad reminded me, don't cry yah...we'll meet again on april...so i just hold my tears and try not to burst even a tear in front of my parents but when they are walking and i can't see them...the tears just keep falling....i can't help it..i'm a sucker at this..

and now at home, it feels kinda of empty..it's so obvious everytime i went home from work, my parents are not there...well, i've been doing this for like 24 years not living with my parents so it's not the time i have to nag and brag abt it, right? i just have to go through and live it..but it's also not fair since all my friends still living with their parents and i would like to do that too..but i just don't know when i can do that..our house is still being rent until end of this year and if we want to live there definetely need some renovation so i guess it's gonna be year 07 or latest 08...sigh...it's so long...well, have to get over it...

ooh..i'm bloody sleepy now..and it's really bloody supplier..we always have arguments and she always argue on what i told her, she just didn't get it sometimes! it really irsk me!!! i hate that bloody supplier!!!!! it's bloody annoying! i'm so so speechless with this girl...we always argue and she just never agree with me and i also never agree with her coz sometimes she just don't make any sense!! not only me who said that but also my colleagues who also deal with her! bloody annoying!! sigh.......................i don't want to write abt her anymore!

Good Laugh

yes, as per my title, i really had a blast last time and enjoy really good laugh with all my friends. yesterday was our last gathering since 1 of our friends is going to jkt to work..so it's kinda farewell gathering hehehe..yes, it's kinda sad to separate however, kan everyone has their own path and it's them who pursue their own dreams right...yup, i just pray all the best for her...

there were 6 of us, one my friend's bf, he's totally a joker...we all had good laugh and i couldn't stop laughing until i went home too, i still remember what he told us ...totally and when we around him, even his own gf is feel a bit embarassed coz he always do silly things in the public..oh my goodness!but it was fun! i haven't had good laugh since last nite hehehehehe...as i'm writing this i'm still smirking abt it and remember abt yesterday..totally!!!

so we made an agreement, is any of us is getting married first, the rest who haven't got married have to perform on the stage, singing, live performance dedicated to the bride woaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh...it's gonna be damn funny...well, this is actually not our first agreement, we had our 1st agreement back in high school time, any one of who is getting married 1st has to treat all of us dinner in paris with full accomodation...however, now we changed the agreement, anyone who is getting married the last one need to treat all of us....so now we are racing to the married coz none of us wants to treat to paris woahahhahaha...well, it's easy to say but i have no partner hehehe..anyway, let it natural and go with the flow aja deh...

i went to the church yesterday, it's been so long well, if i'm not mistaken, it's been a year la...and it feels kinda awkward...but i just have to deal with it...honestly, i don't know whether i really belong to that place or not but i do listen to the priest and i do understand what he's trying to say...and i've been thinking abt it too...it really do makes sense...well, hopefully, as time goes by i'll decide on my faith...

oh and abt the matchmaker thingy, we went there yesterday and wanted to dine at the resto where he works and we take a peep and can't see him (my friend said he's inside) so we cancel and go somewhere else to have dinner, so i guess me and him belom ada jodohnya..well, who knows...only time can tell and time can't lie abt it too...

My stupid mistake

well, i've written long blog at the office in the afternoon however, it turned that my office had a blackout and i didn't save anything and i don't know how to use this recover post...so i think i'm gonna need to retype it again..but i don't think it's gonna be the same..i'm so typing this with full speed as it's already 11:30 pm man! it's bloody late for me weoahahha...but i still haven't feel sleepy yet...

ok, let's start...so it was my silly mistake this morning..i totally forgot to bring the documents that my cousin asked me to bring to office as there were a bit chaos this morning in the car..and when i went down, i totally forgot the documents but i did remember to bring my lunch woahhahaa..well, i've been scolded by so many ppl as i already forgot to bring it yesterday and i did it again today..yes my silly mistake, i just don't get it how come i forgot abt it..and the funny thing is i don't even want to admit that it's my fault...when i confronted by my auntie, yes, so this is ur fault, right? and i was like errr..ok, i admit that it's my fault dgn berat hati man! as i have to honestly said that i've never admit that i've mistake...well, gengsiku tinggi sekali and ga mo ngalah that's why i never admit that i've made mistake..but today i learn that it's good to learn from your mistake and admit that it's ur mistake..anyway, i'll go on with this and live with it...

when i reached home back from ptc/spi, i received a married invitation from my friend...ok and then here we go again..wah..all ur friends are getting married one by one ya...then how abt u? where's ur bf?? ok ...i don't know and i haven't found one yet....ok as i'm writing this i have another issue to write..

let me tell u one thing, all my girlfriends in the group, they all not single anymore, i'm the only girl in the group that's still single and they all worried abt me coz i seem not taking this whole single issue too hard, well, i did enjoy my life at the moment, yes, i have to admit that it will be nice if i can have bf but what if i can't find one at the moment? do i hv to push for it? naaah..don't think so la..well, kalo jodoh tidak akan lari ke mana dah, well then my friend has the other argument, yes, if u don't try or at least make an effort for it, jodoh itu ya akan lari...well, i do make an effort to court the guy that i like and i feel that i've done it to the max (fyi, i'm so passive girl) but then he also no responds so..i guess i shouldn't push it too far, right? i mean if he's interested then he will contact me if he's not then just forget him and get over him at the soonest and find another one..that's just as easy and simple...

ok so my friends want to play matchmaker for me and the funny thing is they don't tell the guy first but they let me to see the guy first only then if i'm interested then they will do the introduction for me..as they know that i'm cerewet woahahhhhhhhhhhhhh.........and most of my friends said that i'm too picky well, i'm not picky ya it just that i haven't met the right one that i feel i connect with or at least i have the chemistry with..well, i did met one last year however it turned out badly this year and i think i've made an effort and i think i've given him clear signals, however, i don't know if he thinks i'm giving him mixed signals...but too bad, i have to get over him as our lifestyle is so different and it's not gonna work out...so yesterday.....

well, i think i've write enough for today, i'm waiting to upload my pics on fs...but it's bloody long and i don't know why maybe the file is too big yeaah..hehehe...

1st inspiration

i don't know where to start.......but it's gonna be my 1st blog online that everyone i don't even know them can read my blog...'n i'm still learning abt this blog too..
and it feels like back to the days when i was still young, well, i still can considered young la..woahhaha...yes, i'm confused for choosing my blog's display name..it's like dejavu, it seems like the 1st time i chose name for email hihihi...well, finally i or to sum up 'we' (me,boya,mak, and oliv) come up with this y-u-z woahhahaha....

well, to start my day, i already made mistake.....i totally forgot to bring the documents that my cousin asked me to bring to office!darn!my mistake!and thank GOD that i still can bring it tomorrow...but just i have to make sure i'm not gonna left it behind again...

2nd, to ruin my day too, head of production called me for this bloody frame number thing!the question he asked was even wrong! as we have made mistake before for this frame number thing, pls pls we hv to make sure that the same mistake won't be repeated again, am i right? but u just can't call me and asked me bla bla bla...........so STOP! Listen to my explanation first before u start complaining.......i'm not trying to make u confused here, but i just want to make things clear!i don't wanna get blame for giving u wrong information and wrong frame number just because we don't really get each other what we want. There, when we met 'n gather other ppl up..it turned out that the question u asked was wrong!!!!!! and i was abt to give u wrong answer too!!!!!! so pls pls for next time, pls just listen to other ppl has to say before even you make decision. Anyway, just to remind me my new year resolution top priority is PATIENCE PATIENCE PATIENCE is the key for everything! otherwise i'm gonna blow my new year resolution.....