My stupid mistake

well, i've written long blog at the office in the afternoon however, it turned that my office had a blackout and i didn't save anything and i don't know how to use this recover post...so i think i'm gonna need to retype it again..but i don't think it's gonna be the same..i'm so typing this with full speed as it's already 11:30 pm man! it's bloody late for me weoahahha...but i still haven't feel sleepy yet...

ok, let's start...so it was my silly mistake this morning..i totally forgot to bring the documents that my cousin asked me to bring to office as there were a bit chaos this morning in the car..and when i went down, i totally forgot the documents but i did remember to bring my lunch woahhahaa..well, i've been scolded by so many ppl as i already forgot to bring it yesterday and i did it again today..yes my silly mistake, i just don't get it how come i forgot abt it..and the funny thing is i don't even want to admit that it's my fault...when i confronted by my auntie, yes, so this is ur fault, right? and i was like errr..ok, i admit that it's my fault dgn berat hati man! as i have to honestly said that i've never admit that i've mistake...well, gengsiku tinggi sekali and ga mo ngalah that's why i never admit that i've made mistake..but today i learn that it's good to learn from your mistake and admit that it's ur mistake..anyway, i'll go on with this and live with it...

when i reached home back from ptc/spi, i received a married invitation from my friend...ok and then here we go again..wah..all ur friends are getting married one by one ya...then how abt u? where's ur bf?? ok ...i don't know and i haven't found one yet....ok as i'm writing this i have another issue to write..

let me tell u one thing, all my girlfriends in the group, they all not single anymore, i'm the only girl in the group that's still single and they all worried abt me coz i seem not taking this whole single issue too hard, well, i did enjoy my life at the moment, yes, i have to admit that it will be nice if i can have bf but what if i can't find one at the moment? do i hv to push for it? naaah..don't think so la..well, kalo jodoh tidak akan lari ke mana dah, well then my friend has the other argument, yes, if u don't try or at least make an effort for it, jodoh itu ya akan lari...well, i do make an effort to court the guy that i like and i feel that i've done it to the max (fyi, i'm so passive girl) but then he also no responds so..i guess i shouldn't push it too far, right? i mean if he's interested then he will contact me if he's not then just forget him and get over him at the soonest and find another one..that's just as easy and simple...

ok so my friends want to play matchmaker for me and the funny thing is they don't tell the guy first but they let me to see the guy first only then if i'm interested then they will do the introduction for me..as they know that i'm cerewet woahahhhhhhhhhhhhh.........and most of my friends said that i'm too picky well, i'm not picky ya it just that i haven't met the right one that i feel i connect with or at least i have the chemistry with..well, i did met one last year however it turned out badly this year and i think i've made an effort and i think i've given him clear signals, however, i don't know if he thinks i'm giving him mixed signals...but too bad, i have to get over him as our lifestyle is so different and it's not gonna work out...so yesterday.....

well, i think i've write enough for today, i'm waiting to upload my pics on fs...but it's bloody long and i don't know why maybe the file is too big yeaah..hehehe...