Immature

immature...
a lot of ppl said that i'm immature or childish even my own family....well, i know i'm childish and sometimes not grow up yet....but i'm trying to change now...to a better me, i don't want to change for others but for MYSELF.
Mel said i need to control my emotion and reduce my grumble....ya, i like to grumble for everything even it's minor.
i know that sometimes ppl hate it and get annoyed, but now i have to be able to control my emotions and not be bothered over small stuff...i think i have to finish reading my book 'don't sweat over small stuff' in order for me to fully understand what's the meaning.
i'll update my blog again once i fully understood abt it :P

just like what happened in office, that girl is yelling, well, not actually yelling but she talked with quite high voice, when i asked her what's the b/l number b/c the it dept. need it to change it, then she said wait b/c her computer is shutting down but the b/l number is on the printing paper, no need to look in computer then i asked her again and she said...nah, take it...and almost throwing the documents...
the usual me, i will yell at her again and said hey i'm asking you nicely but the NOW me, i'm just slowly take the documents and change it to it dept.
can i give myself a pat on the back?
bravo~